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It's my B-day tomorrow (May 1st) and this blogger thing tells me that my blog has been visited 666 times ... whatever, I've never been into the whole number thing other than that nothing really inspires me and I am not quite sure why ... OVER.

We live in a matrix…

Well … it all starts before you are even born … your parents assume what gender you are, than buy all pink if you are a girl and all blue if you are a boy … they arrange a list of names for you, possible bank account where they deposit a little every month, so one day you can attend college…. Yes …. This happens to many of us and probably that’s what family is about making grand plans for your children and I am not saying its wrong … its just … all too scheduled.
Ones you are born you all know what happens….
Kindergarten, well some of us are lucky not to attend that mini jungle …
Elementary School
Middle School
High School
College
University
A solid carrier
Wife/Husband
Kids
and one’s you retire you sit and watch how the cycle continues through your generation, and no matter if you do something out of the ordinary, or go out every night for a drink from the age of 16th…. you are still again in the matrix even if you go camping instead of going to 5star hotels..it doesn’t make a difference if you enjoy nature or some kind of sport you are in the matrix … so … I ask WHY ?! And maybe everybody has their own answer and explanation, but I just want to say that I feel sad … we are so little and there are things much more greater than us and our lives that,
I no longer feel special … I don’t feel proud of what I have accomplish I feel empty and I am not sure what am I missing…. but the feeling is harsh.