WHY?

My life has reached point where I am back in first grade and starting everything all over again this time I AINT putting any feelings in it … since they are killing me slowly but surely and If I wasn’t a bit of an asshole maybe I was going to suffer today too, but no more seriously. . .

As great as it is this blogger thing I feel again like talking to myself again this time I’m writhing to myself although there are some nice ( and I’m sorry but maybe a bit crazy people) that read my b*llshit whenever so that’s a relieve kind of at least somebody somewhere “heard” what I was “saying”

I feel like I’ve been talking to myself these past 2 years. Nobody ever listens to me and than they come to me with the weird questions…

Ohh did you really thought of that too? (After proposing an excellent idea 6 months ago)

E-mail: Hey have you changed your number or something I can’t reach you? (After clearly saying that I don’t want to talk to you - EVER AGAIN)

So you would consider returning this? (After telling the lady that the printer she sold me SUCK’s big time)

So I don’t get it WHAT IS WRONG with people do they want me to repeat everything like a broken record, I know.I wouldn’t want that … now would I?

(picture by: Stefan Bruggemann)

WTF...

There we go, my fist normal morning since ... 2 weeks or have it been a month ... o gosh....

So instead of my best friend Mr. Coffee I have to deal with this Mr. Calming Tea this morning and Mr. Valerian. (I’m an arse)

Good thing thought I can finally put myself together and continue to live my peaceful life as it is …

In order to get back to my normal life I figured I have to stop any contact with anybody that was in my life recently so … yes – No more me in facebook,skype ,cellphone .

Thank you, I’ve been made an idiot so many times but I can assure you this was the last time.

I am clearly stating that Me, Myself and I wont be involved with feelings toward any kind of human/animals since they are awfully selfish and don’t really get how much it hurts to not give some love back to people that care about you.

I don’t care

I don’t care about the fact that I am sick and cold

I don’t care that you don’t want to be with me

I don’t care that I tried so hard and did not receive anything

I don’t care about not getting any sleep tonight

I don’t care if I ever see anyone that annoyed me

I don’t care that you care

I don’t care if I am a good person

I don’t care that people play with my feelings

I don’t care about your parents; nor your education or occupation

I don’t care if it’s black or white

I don’t care about politics

I don’t care about the stock market going down

I don’t care if you are drunk

I don’t care to trust you

I don’t care to hear your voice again

I don’t care to even see you again

I don’t care that you disappoint me

I don’t care about all of my other problems

I don’t care