There comes this time...

Okay so, we’ve all been dreaming about something, right?

What happens when you want something so bad? - Is you get ambitious and start working toward it or just sit around and complain until you’re the age of your grandparents and tell your grandchildren
- “ You know once I was young and I wanted “whatever” but never got it ‘cause I wasn’t offered the opportunity”
BULLSHIT: ) ! Our opportunity is that we have ourselves, time managing our life.

So, I am not one of these people that bitch around, and will tell you what happened to me this weekend (it was kind of cold actually shitty weather)

Well as I might have made the impression but let me just confirm “I DON’T DO DREAMS” but had my goals and I WISHED (which is most likely dreaming I guess, hah) for this thing that was not entirely depending only on me. (Believe me when your wish involves not only yourself, but some other bugger well …. It gets a bit nasty, ‘cause you are no longer deciding yourself)
So, there comes this time:

When this other person says “OKAY, F*ck it, come to me and we'll see what happens”

Ohh brother you then sit and think:

“Oh my gosh I wanted this so bad, and know I realize that I can’t just go ‘cause I have my life, my job and everything here.”... And you realize that what you’ve wanted was never going to end up like you IMAGINED IT.

Therefore dreaming, wishing, imagining stuff is never OKAY! Since we don’t think of the consequences and don’t make a strategy or plans how things are going to develop in the future we just want something that we are provoked by.

THINK BEFORE YOU GET YOUR SELF ON THE DEAD END ROAD!!!

Big disappointments are born out of big expectations

A DAY WITH MY PHONE

How many of you are in obsessed need of your cell phone? - Probably not many.

But how many of you have been around by any kind of device when YOU expect someone to call???

Well guess what right after you sent your text message or right after you call but you hit on the voice mail that’s when you begin to spend more time looking and expecting your phone to ring, beep, flash or vibrate and you spend enormous time looking at it like its ready to talk to you. Even worse you start talking to your phone:

“WHY AREN'T YOU RINGING BASTARD”

“DO YOU HAVE COVERAGE”

“MAYBE I’VE DISABLED MY TEXT MESSAGES”

You call your provider, you check the volume, you don’t go to any underground parking’s or in elevators, ‘cause duh’ there ain't no coverage there.

Well on the end of the day when you go to bed there comes the time when –

“ Big disappointments are born out of big expectations”.

And you just realize that you’ve been acting foolishly and that maybe his got some kind of work (come on he doesn’t go to the toilet with his phone? And have the spare 5 min. to text you? Who are we kidding here) So you get all angry and guess what?

You realize that nobody called you today, and that’s when you decide to make something stupid that to you is actually a brave approach to others. You send everybody “I’m writing to inform you that I’m alive, even thought you don’t care, ‘cause if you did you were going to call me!”

Well guess what they will answer, but do you really want the whole:

“ Ohh I’m sorry just had a lot of stuff on my hands these passed weeks”

and yeah if you did not send that text you were going to wait and that work on their hands might turn out to take years. So don’t bother waiting for someone that doesn’t care, there are a lot of people that care for you make an effort to thank them for always being there even if you just sit down and give them a call.

It’s the little things in life that makes us happy.